조금만 기다료...나도라간다고...

Wait just a little...I'm going to come back...

Talking
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Title: Talking
Author: one_sour_cookie
Pairing: Zoro/Luffy
Genre: Fluffity Fluffy Fluff.
Rating:
G (Kissing)
Summary: Talking is not all that great.


"Hey, Luffy."

"Hmm...?"

"I love you."

"Mmhmm..."

"...."

"WHAT?!" Luffy's eyes shot open, ending his "Afternoon nap with Zoro in Zoro's lap", and stared up at the stoic swordsman with his big, round eyes.

"...."

"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!" Luffy just couldn't control any of his body functions at the moment, especially his voice. The swordsman stared forward with narrowed eyes and a slight sheen of sweat upon his brow, as if he had not said such intimate words a minute ago.

"...."

"ZORO! WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!" Luffy's eyes stayed as big and as round as they were before as they remained in silence. Luffy watched as the green-haired man tried to keep his composure under the mid-day sun. The arms folded behind his head were tense as was his emotionless face.

"..."

"ZORO!" Luffy was about to pull a gum-gum pistol on the man right when he caught the swordsman's eyes. Uncertainty, Nervousness, Doubt, Concern, all swirled around in the man's eyes. Luffy couldn't help the goofy grin that spread across his face.

"...."

"Zorooo~" Luffy leaned in slightly, so his unruly, black hair was pressed against the older man's broad chest. "What did you just say~?"

"...."

Luffy pouted as the other man continued to be stubborn. The younger man's grin only widened as an idea popped into his head. Luffy sighed as he slowly stood up and stretched, "Okay, never mind. Where's Sanji~? I bet he'll ta--" A muscular arm whipped out from behind him only to drag him down to his former spot. Luffy silently laughed at seeing how mentioning another name made the swordsman seethe with jealousy, and especially Sanji's name.

"You're not going anywhere, especially to that shitty cook."

"Are you going to talk to me now?" The younger man wrapped his arms around the other's neck, bringing the tan, slightly blushing face toward his grinning one.

"...."

"If you're not going to talk I could--" Heat rose in Luffy's cheeks as he felt the chapped, thin lips of the other man press against his. The elder man pulled back with a soft smile.

"Can't do that if we talk."

Zoro leaned in once more and just before their lips touched, Luffy whispered, "I love you too."


-End-

First time writing Zolu >.< Wrote this little thing while listening to Fireflies by Owl City. I just had the sudden urge to write again... Hope it's not too horrible, I'm all rusty.


Liar IV
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Title: Liar IV
Author: one_sour_cookie
Pairing: Homin
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary:The warmth, you needed it. Desperately.

Chapters...
-1-
-2-
-3-

Liar IV )

Liar III
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Title: Liar III
Author: one_sour_cookie
Pairing: Homin
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary: Why?

Liar III )

Liar II
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Title: Liar II
Author: one_sour_cookie
Pairing: Homin
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Love you.

Former Chapters...
-1-
 

 

Liar II )

Liar
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Title: Liar
Author: one_sour_cookie
Pairing: Homin
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: I love you.


Liar )s coming up!! Now, you may shoot!

Silent but Effective IV
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Title: Silent but Effective IV
Pairing: JaeMin
Raiting: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: It was consuming every part of you, clawing its way from your core untill your last shread of hope was engulfed.
A/N: Wooow, this Chapter REALLY LACKS! But this was the best I could do after a realllly long hiatus... P.S. I'M BACK! XD

Previous Chapters...

I...II...III

Silent but Effective IV )
Flashback...
 
You gripped you hand so tightly the bones would have shattered and the only thing that kept you from doing so was the squeak of shoes. You looked up when the foot steps had stopped. Your blood suddenly seemed to run cold as you saw the pained expression on the doctor's face.
 
You slowly stood up and the crack of your joints echoed in the empty waiting room.
"He's stable." The doctor said with a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. Your heart beat accelerated. "Staying outside in the rain for such a long period of time was bad for his condition." The doctor said, the smile fighting to stay on his face.

"What condition?" You whispered. The hoarse voice escaping your lips scared you. The doctor seemed to take his joyous time in answering your question, slowly killing your already thin patience. "Well?!" You shouted, your voice still rough.
"Calm down, sir."
"I'm sorry." You whispered. You cleared your throat to rid yourself of that frightening voice that came out of your mouth. "What condition?" You recited in a lighter yet still gruff tone.
 
"I am not able to disclose any information about any of my patients' health to anyone unrelated." The doctor's calm words whipped at your restraint.
"I am very related to this situation." You breathed through your nose. "So related that if you don't tell me the situation the second after I finish this sentence then you will have to deal with me, and I am Satan in the flesh." You hissed. You eyes narrowed as the doctor stood in silence.
 
A sorrowful chuckle filled the silence. "That close, I see." The pity in that one phrase knocked the anger out and fear was in control once again.
"I will not mince words, as I've been told not to do with you." The doctor suddenly said in a serious voice. You could tell he was trying to drown out the pity.
"I have no objections." You responded back in an emotionless tone.
"Kim JaeJoong-shi, he has lung cancer. He has had lung cancer for a long period of time. There is a chance that chemotherapy could cure it, but the chance is very slim. He is heading toward one of the final stage of lung cancer. From my view, his case is fatal."
 
You felt as though the air was knocked out of you. You couldn't breathe. You couldn't think. You couldn't believe. You wouldn't believe. It was impossible. He couldn't have lung cancer. He wouldn't.
"I-I'm sorry. I forced it onto you so harshly." The doctor muttered.
"Where is he?" You whispered.
"Changmin-shi, I think you should take a while to think it over." The doctor comforted you as if you were old friends. This only enraged you.
"I will see him now. I have warned you before, do not fuck with me." You grabbed the chair you were sitting in and threw it across the floor. It landed with a thud 15 feet away from you.
 
"Changmin-shi, please calm down. JaeJoong-shi is in a fragile condition. You cannot go and see him like this." That sentence cracked your shell of anger. He was right.
"...."
"It's alright, Changmin-shi."
You gave no response.
"Everything he said about you is true." the doctor said with a light chuckle.
"What?" You snapped.
"Every time he is here he never stops talking about you. Describing you best qualities and praising your worst. I feel as though we are old friends because of JaeJoong-shi."
"The feeling is not mutual." You calmly said, hoping the ice in your voice broke that damn smile on his face.

"I'm sorry to hear that." The smile only faltered for a second.
"Take me to him."
"I think he--"
"I don't care what you have to say, Doc--"
"JunSu. My name is JunSu." He interrupted.
"I don't give a damn what your name is. Just show me to JaeJoong's room or I will kick every door in this goddamn hospital open until I can find him."

"He is in a fragile condition. He needs his rest."
"I won't bother him."
"He is a light sleeper." So many words. So many personal words. Your hands were itching to touch, to mangle, to do anything to see him.
"Do you want to know something, JunSu?" You cut him off before he could answer. "I am willing to do anything to see JaeJoong right now, legal or not." You glared at him. The smile on his face was still there, glaring at you.
"I know that." He said with a chuckled, obviously reminiscing.
"Then you would also know that you could die tonight and I wouldn't even blink twice."

"Quite aware of that, actually."
"Then take me to his room."

End of Flashback...

A skeleton. He was a skeleton. The strong man you once knew was gone and had a small scrawny replacement.
"How..." You couldn't even choke out the next word. Sobs racked your body. "How..." Tears continuously flowed down your face dripping to the floor.
"How...!" You slammed your fists on the marble floor.
 
Crack.
 
You could feel the warm blood trickle down from your palm to your shattered fingers. You couldn't feel your hands throbbing, screaming because your eyes were locked on the limp fingure in front of you.
 
No words would come to you as your eyes glazed over his peaceful face. No words would come to you as your eyes gazed at the tubes sticking into him. No words would come to you as you watched him slowly die.
 
There was a warm hand on your shoulder. "Your hands..."
You looked down at your hands and saw blood smeared over your disformed hands. That was you. Bleeding and deformed. You chuckled at the likeness.
"C'mon,  let JaeJoong rest. He needs it."
 
You didn't know how a man much smaller than you raised you up and walkd you out of the room. You didn't know how your long legs were able to move. You didn't know how you were breathing.
 
The pain.
 
It was consuming every part of you, clawing its way from your core untill your last shread of hope was engulfed. The doctor closed the door. You head turned to just see that face once more. Your tears, which were still somehow flowing, blurred your vision.
 
You couldn't see him.
 
He wasn't there.
 
He was out of your grasp.
 
He let go of your hand.
 
You couldn't get it back.
 
You couldn't see him.
 
He was gone.
 
 
Three Years Later...
 
You stared at the smooth, pale gray slab of marble. Its edges were still sharp and its sides were still glossy as the day it was made. A light breeze ruffled the leaves that slept on the tree that towered above you and the stone. Your hand slowly slid across the top of the stone, feeling the cool marble on your warm hand. Your long, slightly disfigured fingers traced the letters, K...I...M...J...A...E...J...O...
 
"What are you doing all the way out...Oh." He started out with that exuberant voice you loved and ended with a a sad sigh.
You chuckled as he wrapped his thin arms around your waist.
"Doesn't this..." He started, trying to find the correct words in his jumbled mind.
"Yeah, it does." You answered his unfinished question.
"It looks just like the day you had it made." He murmured into your back as he pressed his cheek into your back.

You pulled him around so you could wrap your arm around his paper thin waist. It frightened you how frail he had gotten because of all the work he had done the past few years.
"That's how I want it to be." You said as you pressed your nose into his hair, inhaling his wonderful scent. You traced a random pattern onto his hip with your scared finger.
"I don't want it to be that way. It reminds me of how you hurt yourself." He murmured, the wind bringing his words to your ears. He traced some of the scars on your hands, injuries you had conflicted onto yourself with his fingers.
 
"It's mine. I do with it what I want to do with it." You said in a harsh voice. You had no idea why this slab of rock meant so much to you. Was it the memories of the pain? Overcoming the pain? Was it a reminder of the man that...
"Sorry." He mumbled in that hurt voice that broke your heart in two.
"No, I should be sorry. You did absolutely nothing wrong." You said as you gripped his chin lightly, not wanting to hurt his exhausted body, and tilted his captivating face towards you. "I'm just stupid. I'm not old enough to just let go..."
 
"Changmin...I--" You cut him off as you pressed your thin lips onto his round, soft ones. You leaned back with a smile that spread across your face.
"It's okay. As long as you're here with me that piece of rock means absolutely nothing." You pressed your lips against his one more time just to feel that tingling sensation course through your body that started where his lips touched you.
 
"JunSu..." You whispered as you raised your head. His hand slapped your arm, hard.
"How unromantic, you ass." He said to you with a teasing look "Talking about other men when we're having a moment."
"I apologize, JaeJoong-shi. Shall I beg for days for forgiveness or shall I prepare a walkway made of rose petals to our picnic to earn your forgiveness?" You said sarcastically formal as you pressed him into your body, so he was safe inside your arms.
"Both. You need to learn some humility." He said with that dazzling smile that brought light into your useless life. "I thought my near death experience would have deflated that big ego of yours."
 
You went rigid as he mentioned the subject that caused your recently mended heart to ache once more. The subject that caused your mind into chaos. The subject that caused you nothing but pain.
"I'm kidding. Changmin-ah, I'm kidding. I'm here now. I'm still alive. Changmin-ah, I'm sorry that I..." His face was infiltrated by sorrow as he watched your tortured expression.
"I love you." You whispered, pressing your forehead onto his.
"I love you so much it hurts." He whispered back, his beautiful eyes staring into yours with a mix of sorrow and love.
 
You didn't need to answer. You pressed your lips to his once more as your arms tightened around his frail body. You stayed in that position as winds brushed against your bodies, as JunSu and his lover approached you with smiles, even as you felt the same fear as before creep up on you.
 
Never again.
 

This is how it was going be.


For the rest of his life.


For the rest of your life.
 

Forever.
 
 -End-
 
For the people that did not understand my crapp and completely confusing writing here's the story: JaeJoong was diagnosed with lung cancer so he broke up with Changmin because if JaeJoong died then he would bring Changmin alot of pain and he wanted Changmin to find love and be happy. But, JaeJoong didn't think that HE would be in so much pain for letting the love of his life, Changmin, go. So he waited for Changmin [he knew that Changmin always walked by his apartment] to ask him to come back, but Changmin was scared that JaeJoong would love him then break up with him again so Changmin refused and walked away. JaeJoong just gave up and wanted to die in the rain because he knew death was near but Changmin came back and saw he was unconcious and brought him to the hospital. There, Changmin had a breakdown because he jsut recently found out that JaeJoong had lung cancer, and it might be fatal, and JunSu[JaeJoong's doctor who knew everything about Changmin because JaeJoong talked non-stop about him when jaeJoong was at his checkups] helped him through it, but sometimes Changmin would slip and hurt himself [like breaking his hands from punching things over and over again. Never cutting his wrists though!] After Chemotherapy JaeJoong grew strong gain and gained a few years onto his life and is back with Changmin and now JaeMin are best friends with JunSu and his lover. And with the tombstone thing, when Changmin knew that JaeJoong was dying he went out and ordered a tombstone to be made for JaeJoong. Even thought JaeJoong didn't die he still holds onto to it for some odd reason that even I don't know... XD
 
WOW! It took me forever to finish this! ^^ Okay, so here comes my excuse! Sorry that I did not announce my hiatus to all of you and yes, you may brutally beat me for keeping you on a cliffhanger for so long! I just wanted a short break before school started because ohmygoodness... Schools are MURDERERS I tell you! MURDERERS! I was like overwhelmed with work and sports and clubs that I I got sick and had to rest in the hospital for a while because it got that bad [But it got good food and the little children there were so nice to meee! XD] and I didn't have my latop for the 4 days I was there then I had to rest even more and I was restricted from doing anything stressfull for a while and then my minds been chaos, literally. But now I'm back with a VENGEANCE! I am so motivated to finish everything I have ever written! So more one-shots, Angsties like this one, and many more fics! Woot! Woot! ^0^ I just hope my wonderful readers can deal with my obnoxious behavior! I LOVE YOU ALL!
 
Was this a good JaeMin ending? I wanted to make it happy! Or was it too depressing?? GAH! Please forgive my poor writing skills.
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Silent but Effective III
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Title: Silent but Effective III
Pairing: JaeMin
Rating: PG
Genre:
Angst
Summary: Your reason for living followed the rush of water down the drain.
A/N: This chapter lacks! Sorry! >.< Is the third and second to last Chapter of the fic Silent but Effective.

Previous Chapters...

I...II


Silent but Effective II
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Title: Silent but Effective
Rating: G-PG
Pairing: JaeMin
Summary:You felt the pain once and feared feeling it again.
A/N: I finally wrote the sequel!! This fic is a sequel to Silent but Effective. The title is lame, I know! >.< 


::I Saw Him ~ Chapter 12::
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Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: I Saw Him
Pairing: JaeMin, [Onesided] MinSu, [Onesided] Jaeho, YooSu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Drama, Rmoance
Summary: JaeJoong is an disowned, rude, semi-stupid guy that has ice for blood. And, oh! Did I mention he has an inner voice that nags him 24/7?  Then, there is Changmin. Changmin is a very wealthy man, kindest and most unselfish person on earth that is madly in love with JaeJoong. Who happens to confess his love to JaeJoong on Valentines Day [Aww...] and has been ever since, showing his love to JaeJoong, slowly melting JaeJoong's ice heart... Who could ask for more? Then comes along JunSu/ JunSu cares deeply about Changmin and did I mention he love's Changmin ever since the day that they met? And to add onto this ticking bomb, JunSu's stalker, aka YooChun, that loves JunSu and is JaeJoong's best friend, has a deep hatred for Changmin after what he had done to JunSu. THEN, DUN DUN DUN, JaeJoong's life before his parent's disowned him, comes into his present life and Changmin's life that is kept secret is effecting his love life. And the story continues... 



::I Saw Him ~ Chapter 11::
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Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: I saw him
Pairing: JaeMin, [Onesided] MinSu, [Onesided] Jaeho, [Onesided] YooSu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Drama, Rmoance
Summary: JaeJoong is an disowned, rude, semi-stupid guy that has ice for blood. And, oh! Did I mention he has an inner voice that nags him 24/7?  Then, there is Changmin. Changmin is a very wealthy man, kindest and most unselfish person on earth that is madly in love with JaeJoong. Who happens to confess his love to JaeJoong on Valentines Day [Aww...] and has been ever since, showing his love to JaeJoong, slowly melting JaeJoong's ice heart.. Then comes along JunSu/ JunSu cares deeply about Changmin and did I mention he love's Changmin ever since the day that they met? And to add onto this ticking bomb, JunSu's stalker, aka YooChun, that loves JunSu and is JaeJoong's best friend, has a deep hatred for Changmin after what he had done to JunSu. THEN, DUN DUN DUN, JaeJoong's life before his parent's disowned him, comes into his present life and Changmin's life that is kept secret is effecting his love life. And the story continues... 

Silent But Effective
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Title: Silent but Effective
Rating: G-PG
Pairing: JaeMin
Summary: You knew, and you just didn't feel like saying.
 

Cliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick )



 


I Saw Him Schedule!!!
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 I am sorry to say but I will be taking a break and not updating for the rest of April and most of May. I am sorry if this angers you guys but I just have some personal issues to take care of and school....>.<.... Yeah that's always my excuse! But I really need to get myself organized So this is my plan. By the very end of May and the beginning of June, I will have completed and posted the final chapters of I Saw Him. I may post now and then between the months but the majority of this fic will be posted as said. Wow! I sound serious! Haha, I am sorry to all the readers out there that are always searching for my update and I am disappointing them! Augh! I am a horrible person! So here's the short version of all this:

April:
Some maybe no updates.
Dedication will be completed [I found some that i needed to complete stored somewhere in the part of my computer that is covered in dust! Augh! I am writing them as we speak!]

May:
No updates in the first few weeks.
Updates of the final chapters of I Saw Him in the last weeks of May
Start of New Fic The Assassin Puppet [I didn't want to give away the title because the title gives away half the story but I felt obliged to so...]

June:
I Saw Him final chapters are updated in the fist week
Continuation of the upcoming fic The Assassin Puppet.


Thank you to all those who have stuck by me for the looonngg time I take to update! And I was on a roll....>_< 

And here's a little preview of what my mind has come up for the end of this!
[Little bits from each chapter...]

"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!"....Oh god, he tastes so damn good....

"Heeey! Jaaemaann! I met my hottie againnn. And he told mee to tell you a little somethinn'!"

----

I watched as small, thin arms wrapped around his shoulders and those arms pulled him down...And...

"What don't you get about me LOVING YOU?!"

"Why don't you just piss in one of those plants?"

----

"I fucking love you..."

"I don't fucking give a shit if you were holding a fucking gun up to my HEAD!! I won't ever do that!!"..."What if I had one, right here, in my pocket... Loaded and ready to go?"

"He's been shot! Move out of the way!"

"I love you Yunho...Why don't you see that?!"

----

"You piece of shit!" I screamed as my fist smashed against his jaw.

I pressed the button to turn off the machine...The only thing keeping him breathing... I smiled at him as I brushed his hair away from his eyes... Those oh so beautiful eyes.

"You fucking dented my BIKE!!"

"St-Stop! Ple-Please! I'm fucking begging you! Pl-Please! Pl-Please..."

----

The door closed...My heart stopped...My soul died....I went numb...

"SURPRISE!!! I BROUGHT YOU SOME BOOZE!!"

"I love you so much."

Everything he told me....I love you...You're adorable...You're so cute....I will love you forever...I will love you eternally and even if you stop loving me, I will still love you...I'll catch you...I'm right here....It was a LIE?!
I broke down at that moment.

----

"Just kidding!"

"I love you Changmin."

"Fagshit kid. Don't fucking touch me!"

"Don't shit yourself over that fucking kid! He probably doesn't know how to pick up a hot date and he's that old."

"You callin' me ugly assface?"

"Please, let me. I'll be gentle."

----

I tease~

::I Saw Him ~ Chapter 10::
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 Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: I saw him
Pairing: JaeMin, [Onesided] MinSu, [Onesided] Jaeho, [Onesided] YooSu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Drama, Rmoance
Summary: JaeJoong is an disowned, rude, semi-stupid guy that has ice for blood. And, oh! Did I mention he has an inner voice that nags him 24/7?  Then, there is Changmin. Changmin is a very wealthy man, kindest and most unselfish person on earth that is madly in love with JaeJoong. Who happens to confess his love to JaeJoong on Valentines Day [Aww...] and has been ever since, showing his love to JaeJoong, slowly melting JaeJoong's ice heart.. Then comes along JunSu/ JunSu cares deeply about Changmin and did I mention he love's Changmin ever since the day that they met? And to add onto this ticking bomb, JunSu's stalker, aka YooChun, that loves JunSu and is JaeJoong's best friend, has a deep hatred for Changmin after what he had done to JunSu. THEN, DUN DUN DUN, JaeJoong's life before his parent's disowned him, comes into his present life and Changmin's life that is kept secret is effecting his love life. And the story continues... 
A/N: I UPDATED IN LESS THAN A MONTH!! I am very happy!

- JaeJoong's P.O.V -
 
 
What's his problem?
Maybe a family crisis or some other problem. Don't go poking your nose into other people's business!
You poke your nose into my thoughts, isn't that the same thing?
I'm not doing this voluntarily, dumbass.
What happened to the "NO CURSING" Policy?
Who could keep that up with some shit talker like you spitting all that stuff out every three seconds?!
Umm... People who have a bigger intellect.
Smartass.
I win!
 
Then the thought of Changmin shoving me away and leaving me here came crashing down on me. I felt something more depressing than sadness take over my body. Worry.
What did I do? Was it because of me always hurting him? Was it something I did or said to him? Was I being too much of an ass? Ohmygod! What did I fuckin' screw up this time?!! Augh!
I gripped my head as my knees gave out and I fell onto the floor.
 
What did I do? Was I being too clingy? I mean I have to admit I have feelings for him but... GOD, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I DID!!! I'm so fucking confused!
The phone started to ring, but I just l laid their on the floor thinking about what I had screwed up this time and letting the machine take it. 
 
"Hey... It's Jae. I can't come to the phone right now cause either I don't feel like gettin' off my lazy ass or I'm just not here. Probably the first one...So leave a message."
BEEP!
"JAEJOONG!! YOU BETTER COME TO WORK TODAY OR YOUR FIRED!! YOU ALREADY USED UP ALL YOUR SICK DAYS NOW COME TO WORK!!! OUR TRAINEE IS SCREWING UP EVERYTHING!!! HURRY UP!!"
 
I jumped at the sound of my boss's voice. Damn. I forgot about work. I wobbled over to my room and changed clothes. Then I went to the bathroom to wash up a bit. I stared at myself in the mirror. I saw myself, dark brown eyes, pale skin, freckles here and there... Am I ugly? He never exactly told me what I looked like... Am I just not worth the time?
 
I grabbed a hat off the coat hanger next to my TV then ran over to slip on my sneakers. What did I do? I got in the elevator and as I reached near the bottom floor I heard voices.
The elevator slid open and the two voices became more clear.
 
"DID YOU SEE HIM?! HE JUST RAN AWAY!! PROBABLY IN GUILT!!"
"Shut up Yunho!! Just drop it and drive!" Junki? Yunho? What are they still doing here? I walked out of the apartment building and saw a sleek, black Merceds-Benz wiht red interior [Here's the link! I just wanted to show you this car becasue I saw this car online and I just tought it was like hte coolest thing ever!! XD Yeah... I'm a nerd!! here ]
 
Damn. They're rich too!
Yunho was sitting in the drivers seat glaring at Junki that seemed as thoguh he wanted the other man to drop dead at that moment. Junki had his arms crossed and was glaring back at Yunho with his dark, piercing eyes.
 
"I CAN'T!! HOW CAN JAEJOONG STAY WITH A GUY THAT IS PROBABLY--"
"JUST SHUT UP YUNHO!! GODDAMMIT!! Just because you missed your chance at telling JaeJoong you like him in a "More than a Friend" type of way when you had all the fucking chances in the world doesn't mean you have to blow up and try to assume that his new boyfriend is a fucking criminal!! Why can't you just accept that he's happy and that you're so freakin' alone because you missed your chance!!??"
 
"What the fuck?" I said as I stood, frozen, at the front of their car, once again shock taking over my body. I was just going to walk away without even saying anything... But THIS!!
They both turned to look at me in horror.
"J-J-Jae!! I-I-I did'nt-t mean anyhting I just s-said!!" Junki stuttered out.
Yunho didn't say anything as he continued to stare at me.
This day is fucking MESSED UP!!!
 
::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::
 
- JaeJoong's P.O.V -
 
 
"Hey!! You shit bag! What are you doin' screwin' up the friggin' place?!" I yelled as I enter the bakery. Yes, I worked at a bakery. I may seem like a badass to you but I enjoy baking. Sue me.
 
The new trainee, whatever his name was, ran stumbles out of the kitchen with flour, eggs, and god knows covering every inch of him.

"I didn't mean to do it, sir!!" This kid made me laugh. He respected me more than the guy that owned the fucking place.
"Yu probably have at least 100 bucks worth of ingredients on you, you shit bag." I slapped him across the head as I walked into the back with my hands shoved into my jean pockets.
"I'm sorry, sir!!"
 
I walked in and laughed as I saw the Owner with half of his white apron burnt and flour on his face.
"You idiot! Where were you that last few days?!"
"I had a fucking cold you idiot owner."
"Watch your mouth boy!!"
"Chill, old man. You kick my ass outa here you won't have any customers from the way that shit bag cooks." I said laughing.
"..."
"How many orders did he screw up?" I said as I looked over at the countless bags of flour, egg, milk, etc. strewn over the place.
"At least 9."
"Damn! That kid's horrible at this!! Why'd you hire him?!"
"He's good at baking, just not under pressure."
"Your son?" I asked smirking.
"Yeah...."
"I'll use what I can and finish up the orders. Happy old man?"
"Shut up and hurry up. Finish order #32 first. The guy out there has been waiting for at least 20 minutes for that cake and he has already paid."
"Why can't he just choose a cake we already made?"
"He wants one thats customized. Now hurry up and do it!! He's paying us a good sum of money!"
"Yeah Yeah...." It seemed as thoguh I was spinning as I walked toward....toward... My god...
 
I placed my palm on my forehead and felt the warm skin as my other hand gripped the steel counter next to me to prevent me from falling.
"Hey, boy. You okay? You look sick."
"Yeah, Yeah I'm fine old man." I said as I smiled at him. He was a nice guy. It just was fun to make fun of him.
"Just don't upchuck on my food, boy!!" He chuckled as he left the kitchen.
I smiled.
 
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- JaeJoong's P.O.V -
 
 
I looked at my masterpiece. I sighed with pleasure. That guy better be damn drunk with joy when he sees this! [Here's a picture of the cake cause I'm too lazy to describe it!! It might be a wedding cake but let's just go with birthday cake! XD -- here ]
I mean seriously, the guys wanted an exact color of blue for the icing and this fucking guys was so fucking serious that he gave me a sample of what the damn color should look like!! What a bastard. He made me make the stars out of white chocolate and even the little sticks that held up some stars had to be friggin' edible!!
 
I heard the door to the kitchen open.
"Hey, kid!! You done?" I heard the old man yell.
"Yeah, Yeah!" I felt my knees wobble. "Don't friggin' scream, I got it right here. All sealed."
"Good. Good." He said as exited the kitchen. Damn old man doesn't even help me!
   
Silence.
Nothing. No smart comeback? Nothing? Helloooooooo? 
......
OHMYFUCKINGGODYES!! HE'S GONEEEEEEEEE!!! I smiled and thanked God for making that annoying kid in my brain shut up as I brought the cake out to the front.
I wiped my hands on my apron as I picked up the order form
"Your cake is ready, Mr...KIM JUNSU?!"
"Small world." I heard a chuckle. I looked up and saw the little good for nothing, black haired bastard.
"Get out of this fucking shop." I growled at him, anger suddenly overwhleming me.
"Tsk, Tsk. Not a way to treat a customer JaeJoong-shi." He said with a smug look.
"Okay, welcome to the ChinHae Bakery. Get your shit and get out. Have a nice day." I said smiling. "Better?" I finished with a snarl.
"I don't think so." He said all smug. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY?!
"Take your shitcake and LEAVE." I said to him as I turned around.
"I can't believe Changmin advised me to go to THIS Bakery." He said.
I froze, my hand on the door that led to the kitchen.
   
"What?" I turned around.
"I thought that would get your attention." He smirked.
"Shut up." I snarled.
"What a horrible employee. I think I'll take my leave before your disgusting negativeness gets to me." He said to me lifting up the cake and started to walk out. I watche diwth my arms crossed as he jsut strut his stuff to the door. He suddenly stopped and turned his head around, smirking. "If this cake tastes horrible then Changmin will have to come here and personally and kill you for making his poor HyeSu suffer from a horrible cake that was supposed to be for her birthday."
 
His HyeSu?
What?


- Changmin's P.O.V -


I saw JunSu's silver Jaguar [ 
here -- So many links!] drive into the hospital parking lot. He slid into his parking space and got out of the drivers seat. He was wearing a silken black suit with no tie, his white dress shirt underneath had the first 4 buttons unbuttoned, his black hair spiked up, and the cake in his hands. He entered the hospital and walked toward me with a smile on his
face. 
"You just seem full of energy." I said to him, chuckling.
"I'm in a good mood." He said to me with a dazzling smile.
"A very good one I see." I said to him patting his back. "The cake looks perfect!" I said to him as I looked at the beautiful cake that was also beautifully wrapped in a transparent blue covering tied with white and blue ribbons.
"The guy did a good job."
"You did NOT go to the bakery where JaeJoong works, right?"
"I did not. C'mon Min, you gotta trust me more!" He said to me with a smile and sparkling eyes. All the worries washed away with that smile. I really do have a great best friend.
"You're right. Did you see JaeJoong on the way to the other bakery I sent you to?"
"Nope. Never saw him and never said anything to him." JunSu said to me.
   
"You really are the best friend anyone could have." I wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled back and gave him a smile then took the cake from him. I faced the door that read 202.
I knocked on the door softly then I opened it.
"HyeSu, Happy Birthday." I softly whispered.
   
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- Yunho's P.O.V -
   
   
OHMYFUCKINGGOD!! I can't believe I JaeJoong heard me say that! I'm...He...Why....That idiot Junki. I hope he is happy walking home! He better not be complaining about how I kicked him out of my car... That idiot.
Screaming that out to the world...
I pressed my back against the door to JaeJoong's apartment. I had been here since I kicked JunKi out of my car roughly 6 hours ago. I had to sort things out with JaeJoong and tell him what...
   
"Yunho? What are you doing here? I thought you left..." I heard JaeJoong's smooth voice and I had to smile. It became silent for a second. I suddenly felt nervous and looked away from JaeJoong.
"O-Oh! Ummm.. I just wanted to say about..." I looked at my feet as I stuttered. I am a MAN. Look up dammit and face him like a man! I looked up to face him. The words in my head disappeared when I saw his face. Ohmygod... "JaeJoong what happened?"
His eyes were red and the area around his eye was a light shade of blue. He had a scratch mark across his left cheek and his hands were shaking.

"I just got into a little fight with a trainee." He said with a forced smile on face as he opened the door to his apartment. "Come in..." He said as he walked into his apartment.

JaeJoong. Me. Alone. In his apartment. Good god I hope I can restrain myself.
   
-End-


I'm just falling in love with cliffhangers!! *laughs* Sorry it wasn't updated Saturday, but at least it was less than 4-6 months! This fic is taking adip on the Angst sid eso I apologize to anyone who doesn't like it. Yes, there will be more of YooChun in the next chapter! Augh! 6 men and counting! Sorry this chapter is shorter than most. I am keeping them short and to the point... I think. So this way I can update at least once or twice a week!! Yes, the happiness! Grammatical and Spelling mistakes I apologize for and please tell me if you are confused in any way so I can give you the answer!! Love you all!

::I Saw Him ~ Chapter 9::
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Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: I saw him
Pairing: JaeMin, SuMin, Another Really Annoying/JunSu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Drama
Summary: JaeJoong is an disowned, rude, semi-stupid guy that has ice for blood. And, oh! Did I mention he has an inner voice that nags him 24/7?  Then, there is Changmin. Changmin is a very wealthy man, kindest and most unselfish person on earth that is madly in love with JaeJoong. Who happens to confess his love to JaeJoong on Valentines Day [Aww...] and has been ever since, showing his love to JaeJoong, slowly melting JaeJoong's ice heart.. Then comes along JunSu/ JunSu cares deeply about Changmin and did I mention he love's Changmin ever since the day that they met? And to add onto this ticking bomb, JunSu's stalker, aka YooChun, that loves JunSu and is JaeJoong's best friend, has a deep hatred for Changmin after what he had done to JunSu. THEN, DUN DUN DUN, JaeJoong's life before his parent's disowned him, comes into his present life and Changmin's work seems to beat down on Changmin's oh-so happy personality. And the story continues... 
A/N: Please read!

-JaeJoong's P.O.V-
 
"Pervert!!"
"Pervert?! I am no such thing!"
"BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!" someone burst out laughing behind the insane idiot who was STILL hugging me! "Same old JaeJoong!"
And that certain person just HAD to touch my HAIR! They put their hand on my HEAD and started to ruffle my HAIR!
"DON'T. TOUCH. MY. HAIR." I said as I sneered at...Junki???
 
"JUNKI?????????????????" I managed to choke out while I coughed my guts out.
"Woah, take it easy!" the person holding me said and they had the NERVE to pick me up like a helpless little girl and carry me to my fuckin' couch!!
"Get off of ME!!!" I started to kick my feet and...maybe act like a baby...BUT no one is aloud to carry me like this!!
 
Except a certain someone...
WHAT?! WHO?!
You know who.
NO I DON'T!!! WHO TOLD YOU??!!! WHAT NO GOOD BASTARD TOLD YOU!!!???
....wow...And I actually thought we were making progress....
WHAT?!
Just go back to obvious secret lover.
WHAT??!!!
 
"Stop it JaeJoong! Jeez!"
"HOW DO YOU KNOW MY NAME YOU PERVERT!!!???"
"Calm down Jae!!" I still struggled and flung my fists around until my fist made contact with something...squishy.
 
You're a grown man and you can't think of a more intelligent word than "squishy?"
WHAT?! It's the word that PERFECTLY describes what I..PUNCHED?
Yeah...You had to catch on sometime...
 I looked all around me and JunKi had disappeared. Woah...I got to learn that trick!
It's not a trick doofus!
And you call me a child! "Doofus"?! hahaha
....
 
"Owww...!" I looked down and and saw that JunKi was covering his nose with his hands as blood leaked from his hands. I don't know why, but I burst out laughing.
"BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" It was the good old days again.
"Dut Up! Ig bod dy bauld dad oo auh a breek!" [It's not my fault you are a freak!] JunKi screamed as he got up as he still cupped his nose. He started to walk away as he yelled back "Dime dunnah bing be a badloom!" [I'm gonna find me a bathroom!]
I was laughing so hard that I didn't notice that some weirdo was STILL holding ME!!!
"LET GO OF ME NOW PERVERT!!"
"Why are you screaming at me, Jae?!"
"Because there is some crazy pervert stalker that is carrying me in my living room!" I screamed.
"Your such an idiot! It's me, Jae! Sheesh!"
 
"I'm NOT an idiot!" I said as I finally looked at the guy holding me. "You're...You're...!"
"Yes, Jae!" he dropped me on my feet and like gripped my shoulders!
Eww! He's touching me again!
Isn't it rude to ignore a person when they are talking to you?
Isn't it rude to hug someone, carry them into your home uninvited and started talking some shit about me while their hands are near my ASS?!
Touche.
 
"You're damn ugly." I said staring at his face. He had like the puniest face in like the world and his hair was an absolutely ugh.... And he had the most nerdiest glasses on!! Damn, he makes me look like a god! Well, at least he's nothing compared...to...
 
"DUDE! THERE'S A HOT GUY IN YOUR SHOWER JAEJOONG!!"
"Ohmygod!!" I heard Changmin scream.
 
What the hell?! I ran toward my bathroom and when I got there...Woah... JunKi had his hands by his sides gaping at my Changmin!! More blood splurted out his nose as he looked down... He's a fucking dead man.
"STOP STARING YOU FUCKIN PERVERT!!!!" I screamed as I ran over to JunKi and Changmin. I stopped infront of Changmin and blocked JunKi's view of his...Holy shit! I turned around and my eyes literally fell out of my head...He's HOT as hell!
 
He is like ripped! He had muscled EVERYTHING! I felt blood rush up to my face and...down there...
"Doog ooze arie DOW!!" ["Look whose staring NOW!"] Junki said as he tried to stop his nose from bleeding all over my bathroom.
"Sorry to say, but can you stop staring?" Changmin said as he blushed and covered his privates with his hand.
"DATZ OO BOROND." ["THAT'S YOU MORON."] Junki said as he kicked my leg and I shook my head and looked away from Changmin.
"Sorry..." I muttered.
 
::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::
 
"That... Was interesting." The butt ugly guy said as he rubbed his neck.
"Shut up you pervert." I sneered at him and I turned to Junki "Yo Junki. Why do you let this pervert tag along with you? What happened to Yunho? I mean seriously, at least Yunho was not THIS ugly."
"Umm...JaeJoong, that IS Yunho." JunKi say as he wiped the rest of the blood from his nose on his shirt "Hey, can I borrow a shirt?" He said looking down at his blood covered button up shirt.
"Sure I'll go--WHAT?!"
 
::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::
 
"So, you are Yunho. My old friend, Jung Yunho?"
"Yes! FINALLY, you realized!"
"You changed a lot." I said as I threw Junki one of my tshirts. I sat down on the floor cross legged, in my jeans and a sweatshirt.
He laughed and ruffled his own hair a bit. "Yeah, working 24/7 next to Junki can do that to you."
"I never knew you wore glasses."
"Oh, these, I just wear them during work!" He took off his glasses and smiled at me.
"You still don't look like Yunho..." I said as I rubbed my chin with my hand.
 
"Here," he handed me his glasses and then stuck both of his hands in his hair and messed with it until the neat, slicked back hair was gone. He looked up at me and smiled, I smiled back.
He looked like the same Jung Yunho that went to high school and college with. His skin just got darker, and he had lost a lot of weight.
"Now you look more like yourself." I said as I leaned back to get a better look.
"Thanks JaeJoong. Oh, I almost forgot! Yo--"

"JaeJoong~! Dude, you got to hook me up with one of those hot guys! I mean seriously, how awesome would it be to have hot guys in your shower when you get home!! Dude, I got--"
"Are calling Changmin a fuckin--" I yelled at Junki. I just got so mad for a second there...
"Woah, jesus JaeJoong! Calm down! I was only joking!" Junki said as he raised his hands up and jokingly covered his face.
"Oh, sorry..." I said as I heard soft footsteps.

I looked up.
Good god....
 
 
-Changmin's P.O.V-
 
JaeJoong and his two friends stared at me.
"Uhh, hello." I greeted them softly with a smile even though I just felt... What's the word....
"Hey," The one with the long dark hair, and the long dangling earings that swayed as he walked toward me. "the names Lee Junki. So, yo--"
"Stop being such a flirt Junki." the slim man near JaeJoong said smiling.
"How can you NOT look at this guy and NOT get turned--" the one Junki started to say but abruptly stopped when he turned to face JaeJoong, who was boring holes into his head.
"OFF!! OFF!! Turned TOTALLY OFF!! I mean seriously, with the tight black tanktop and the tight jeans...and those muscles..." I chuckled.
 
"Stop drooling you whore." JaeJoong said smacking Junki upside the head.
"Oh, sorry that I wore you clothes. These were the only ones that seemed to fit." I said as I rubbed my neck and looked at the clothes I had chosen. A black Tshirt that was literally glued to my body and some jeans that were a bit too tight for my liking...
"It's cool." he said as he looked at the ground. Aww~ I think I see a blush!
"Are you blushing?"
"No."
"You are, aren't you." I teased, playfully.
"NO! I'M NOT!"
"Sure." I said as I took his chin between my fingers and lifted his beautiful face up to mine. I saw a light pink on his cheeks as his dark chocolate eyes averted mine "That seems like a blush to me."

"Umm...Sorry to break up this love fest and all, but I came here for a--" The slim man sitting on the floor rudely interrupted our conversation. Did I mention rudely? A little tune started to ring and the man's pocket started to vibrate.
Italian. Nice.
 
"Hello, Jung Yunho speaking." He answered his phone like lightening, he must have had practice.
"Yessir...I'm here...Yes...I'm working on it...Now?!...But I'm almost...I did not!...Yessir..." He flipped his phone shut as an irritated expression once covered his calm, happy one.
"Junki, we go to leave, NOW. He's getting mad."
"ALREADY?! WHY?!"
"He needs us."
"UGH!" Junki walked toward JaeJoong and gave him a hug as he winked at me. "See you another time Joooooongie baby~!"
"GOOD LORD YOUR STILL SO GAY!!!" He screamed as he tried furiously to throw Junki off of him. I chuckled as I watch highly amused.
 
"C'mon Junki." The tall, dark brown haired man said to Junki. "JaeJoong, can I talk to you?"
 
 
-Junki's P.O.V-
 
 
Seriously. Yunho is getting all possessive over JaeJoong...He SERIOUSLY has to get over that...
"What? Now?" He got out even though I could tell what he wanted to do to that Changmin guy. Even though it's probably not apparent for the dumbass JaeJoong...
"Yes, NOW." He gripped JaeJoong's shoulder and literally wrenched him away from that nice, and HOT, looking Changmin guy.
I silently followed them into the hallway, quickly taking a glance back at Changmin. He looked, confused. Goodness....This is going to be a mess.
 
Yunho slowly closed the door as me and JaeJoong looked at him as he turned around.
"What do you want?" JaeJoong said as he crossed his arms. I giggled. Same old JaeJoong.
"I wanted to tell you why the heck I came here for!" Yunho said raising his voice. What a jealous freak.
"Then, TELL ME!"
"Okay, but it's a touchy subject." He said, instantly cooling down.
"I'm fine. go right ahead."
"Okay...You see, I was was sent here, to your apartment, with Junki...to umm..." He rubbed his neck as he looked to the ground.
"Can you hurry up? I have to kick Changmin out of my house too, you know..." I watched his face as he said that sentence. Wow. Not one curse word and all said with a calm face. He started to blush so light, Yunho wouldn't even notice and a small smile graced his lips.
 
How cute.
"Why is that guy so important to you Jae?! First you treat me like crap, then you just kick me out--"
"You said we had to leave. What's with all this ME stuff?! Am I invisible?"
He completely ignored me as he went on with his stupid ramblings. What an idiot.
 
 
-JaeJoong's P.O.V-
 
 
Jesus! What's wrong with Yunho he's like a completly different person! Damn. What'd I say?
You're so oblivious! A person in coma could tell what's going on!
What the fuck you talkin' bout?
You will never learn... Will you?
If I knew what the fuck you were talking about then I would freakin' get a clue!
 
I felt two big hands on my shoulders. I jumped, then my automatic defensives kicked in. I gripped the two hands, pulled them off my shoulder's then spun the person around, kicked them square in the back, then, with them lying on the floor I pulled their right hand up with my right then placed my foot on his back.
 
"Ow! Jae, that friggin hurts!"
I looked down and gasped.
"Sorry bout that."
"Yeah..." He muttered things under his breath that i couldn't quite understand as I helped him up.
 
That was nice of you.
Yeah, whatever...
Why don't you just ever respond politely with a "Thank you."
 
"What did you say, Yunho?"
"Oh, I said.." He froze and his eyes narrowed. "Why is that is that guy in your house?! Are you--"
"Yunho! Fuckin' calm down for a second! He's not a goddamn prostitute!" Junki yelled at Yunho as he pulled him away from me. A slight pause. "...Are you?"
"NO! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS!? YOU RUN INTO MY OWN DAMN HOUSE, THEN YOU PULL ME AWAY FROM CHANGMIN, THEN YOU FUCKING THINK I'M A GOOD FOR NOTHING SLUT!"
 
"Calm down Jae." Junki gave me a hug and I started to cool off as he pulled back. "I was just kidding and you know how Yunho is with his close friends."
"Yeah..." I crossed my arms.
"We were just wondering about two nights ago and last night." Junki said as he looked at me with those piercing eyes.
"What about it?" I said as I turned my head away.
"Both nights, we called, we knocked on the door and stayed here for at least an hour. You usually go straight home from working, don't you?"
"You guys fucking stalkin' me?"
"No, No. We asked around. We have important news to tell you but it seems that idiot over there can't keep his cool long enough to tell you it because this friggin' question was bugging him to much."
"And...?"
"Where were you?"
 
I felt my face get warm as I looked at the ground, my hair falling all over my face.
 
Flashback --[Since it's been long, look back to chapter seven! This is the phone masquerade!]
 
I walked down the street, whistling with Changmin's phone ringing constantly in my pocket. I had been doing that for at least two hours. He will never find me. I left at least six notes that are all fake clues that were in some stupid textbook from like 9th grade.
His phone kept ringing.
What a bitch. She really has to get over it.
Changmin thinks she's a bitch.
I think she's a bitch.
She should just shirvel up and die leaving Changmin alone.
There. All done.
 
You're just jealous of her because...
Shut up.
Even you know the answer. She annoys you because--
 
BEEP!BEEP!
I jumped. I tunred around to see a sleek, black BMW with tinted windows. My mouth fromed an o.
Then I ran.
 
What is wrong with you?! Why are you running?! You can get arrested! It's called robbery!
Changmin would never do that.
But it is still a terrible thing to do!
But you have to admit, it's a hell of a lot of fun.
...
 
There was a BOOM! of thunder then... wet. I was soaking wet. Jesus, you think the news could tell someone!?
You don't watch that new dumbass.
Shut up.
 
I kept running even though I knew I had lost them. I swerved into alleys, jumped over fences, and ran across every other street. Yes I know, not the smartest thing in the world you could do.
 
Then, I fell. Hard.
I slipped on a can some fuckin' litterer threw ont he ground. Screw him...
The rain splashed my face as I laid on the groan moaing because my stupid head wouldn't stop pounding. My body started to ache from the impact.
I closed my eyes. Not like anyone is going to find me here. in an alley. They'll probably think I'm some emo hobo that killed himself...
 
The rain stopped... No! Hold on a sec! Then why is it still raining on my shoes?
I felt two warm, muscular arms wrap around me.
Mmmm... It's toasty.
I opened my eyes as I heard someone whisper something. I saw Changmin and some butler guy, DAMN he IS rich, talking to each other.
 
Changmin turned his head to look at me and smiled. He lifted me up bridal style and kissed my forehead.
"H-How?" I croaked out.
"GPS in my phone. I think I might have noticed the "clues" you gave me were a bit on the childish side."
I blushed.

"Sleep. You hit your head hard." I heard the opening of a door then a blast of hot air hit me. I closed my eyes and fet a towel wipe away at my face.
 
The next day I woke up I was in my bed in some silken PJs and a note by my nightstand.
 
JaeJoong~
I won! XD
I'm so sorry I got you sick.
Nothing serious happened to your head. I had a doctor check just in case! ^^v
Nothing's wrong, no concussion, broken bones, only that you caught a cold and I'm SO sorry for that!!
Please except the PJs as an apology gift.
See you in a couple of days!
 
With all the love I have,
Changmin
 
I blushed as I finished the letter. I placed it on my dresser where I could see it from my bed.
 
End Flashback
 
"None of your business." I said.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S NONE OF OUR BUSINESS?!" Yunho screamed at me, his hands balled into fists. Such anger issues...
Like you should talk.
 
"I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND! WE HAVE BEEN SINCE WE COULDN'T EVEN WALK!! AND NOW YOUR BLOCKING ME OUT?! CAN'T YOU TRUST ME?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!"
"ME?! ME?! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! HAVE YOU EVER CALLED, WROTE, TALKED, OR MET WITH EVER SINCE MY BITCH OF A MOTHER AND BASTARD OF A FATHER KICKED MY ASS OUT ON THE STREET AND OUT OF THAT FAMILY?! HAVE YOU EVER HELPED ME WHEN I WAS PENNILESS, JOBLESS, LONELY?! I ACTUALLY THOUGHT YOU WOULD HELP ME OUT!! IHOPED YOU WOULD!! I WAITED!! I CALLED!! DID YOU EVER?! NO!! AND THEN YOU EXPECT ME TO GO BACK TO AS THINGS FUCKING WERE AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED JUST CAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING HERE!! AND YOU ACTUALLY HAVE THE GODDAMN NERVE TO ASK WHAT THE FUCK IS MY PROBLEM!!"
 He looked at me as he opened and closed his mouth twice.
 
"That's what I thought. Not even once." I sneered at him.
"Just, please check your answering machine please Jae. We--I left a message. And it's the reason why we're here. So please, listen to it." Junki said to me softly, as he gave me one last hug and walked away, dragging Yunho with him.
 
That was intense.
Go the fuck away.
 
I walked back into my apartment. I saw Changmin there, sitting on my couch, hugging his knees. All of a sudden, all the anger that had been in me, had washed away.
He looked up and saw me. He got up and slowly approached me and when he finally reached me, he wrapped his arms around me.
"I'm sorry. I never knew you were in so much pain. I'm so sorry." I felt him shaking as he started to cry.
"It's not your fault. You didn't kick my ass out on the street. You never turned away from me. Why the fuck are you crying?"
"I'm just" He sobbed "So sorry!"
I hugged him back and held him as he cried. What a way to spend the day.
 
A familiar tune started to play.
"Changmin, your phone." I said.
He sniffed as he leaned away from me. "Oh, sorry. I probably got your clothes all wet."
"It's okay." He makes me feel all calm. I don't know why... But he just does. Like first I blow up at that dickhead then I get all calm when he's around me.
 
"Hello? Shim Changmin here."
He still was hugging me with one arm. I hugged him tighter and laid my head onto his chest. I have to say... I'm happy that I'm shorter than him... I can hear his heartbeat. It's nice...
He stiffened.
 
"Excuse me?" I looked up. His eyes were wide, color draining from his face. He pushed me off of him as he ran toward the door. He quickly slipped on his shoes and ran out.
 
What the fuck?
 
--End--
 
A/N: Ohmygoodness! It's been exactly one year since I started writing! I'm so happy! I know it's pitiful that it's only been nine chapters... Sorry! What has it been... 4-6 months since my last update? I'm sorry *bows* I had this chapter written up and all then it got deleted and I have forgotten and I know I have no excuse. Thank you to the readers that stick with me. *bows again* Sorry this chapter has takena dip on the angst side. I have to say, school  has taken a toll on me. I apologize if this was what you were not expecting. *bows* I will have the next chapter up by saturday! I'm on a roll!! All the dedications I have promised will be up soon!! Sorry bout those too!!


 

‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret...From the truth....Of a Thousand Lies...
[info]one_sour_cookie
Title: What You Deserve
Rating: PG13
Genre: Angst
Pairing: YehWook and others...
Warnings: Violence, Implications, Language
Disclaimer: Only the plot is mine!
Summary: You deserved it. All that was coming. Everything.
A/N: Ahh! My first SuJu fic and it's angst! Wow. Never thought that would happen! XD Please read and enjoy! Sorry for Grammatical Errors!!

You returned to your lover's apartment. The smell of lavender swirls around you as you close the door behind you and you smile. He always had a thing for lavender and you loved it. It made you have a tingly feeling through out your body.

You pulled off your jacket and hung it up swiftly.

It was quiet.

He was never this quiet. The clanging of pots and pants, knives and spoons had disappeared. The light thumps! of his soft feet landing on the wooden floor from dancing, his laughter caused by a movie, the light humming, whistling, singing coming from him when he had nothing to do, had vanished.

"Hey, I'm home." You whispered sweetly as you slowly stepped into the kitchen.

It was empty.

"Woo-Wookie? Ar-Are you there?" Panic overtook your body. He was always in the kitchen, waiting for you. No matter where you came from, no matter what time, no what shape you came home in, mood, people, anything! He was always there to welcome you home with a sweet kiss and two bony, yet warm arms wrapping around you.

"I'm in here." His voice filtered into the kitchen after a yawn. You heard the crack of his joints as he stretched.

He must have been sleeping.

You let out a sigh of relief. You walked in and found your lover sitting on the couch with a blanket covering his thin body facing away from you.

"You scared me! I thought you went missing!" You bent down and wrapped your arms around him from behind and gave him a squeeze as you pressed your nose into his hair and inhaled.

Lavender.

"You smell so good." You said softly into his ear. You gave him another squeeze as he remained motionless. You felt the bones under his taut skin, rub against your arms.

"Wookie?"

No answer.

He always gave an answer. Always. He would giggle, grunt, moan, laugh, answer with every single world in this universe or answer with few. Never had he remained silent.

"What's wrong? Are you feeling sick?" You raised your hand up to feel his forehead for a fever.

"Get off." Came his icy reply.

"Wha-What?! Wookie? do you feel ill?" Shock surged through your body as the words from those soft pink lips sunk in. You kept your hands on his face, searching for a fever from his hairline to his chin, your fingers touching everywhere on his edgy, yet soft face.

"Get your hands off me. Don't touch me."

"I think you must be sick or something! Wookie, you're not acting like you!" You said, still flabbergasted.

"Get. Your. Damn. Hands. Off. Of. Me."

The words sent chills down your spine and not like how it had it been during sex.

"Woo-Wookie?! What's wro-wrong?!"

"I can feel the slime sinking into my skin." He said in the same icy tone as before.

Something had to be wrong.

This couldn't be your bubbly, energetic, too-cute-for-words Ryeowook. He would never, could never talk to ANYONE like that! Especially you. He was your little sunshine, your little rainbow, your kitten. What happened?

"Wha-What do you mean? I-I-I don't-t understand Woo-Wookie!" You scurried to to his side and gasped when you saw his face.

His eyes were red and puffy, his cheeks were covered with red streaks, his hair was stuck to his face...

with tears.

"Wookie!" You whispered in shock as your fingertips grazed his cheeks. Anger boiled inside of you as the seconds ticked by, looking at his harmed face. "What happened?! Who did this to you?!"

"I said, Stop. Touching. Me."

"Wha-What?! Why?!" You utterly befuddled at your lovers attitude toward you.

"You really want me to tell you? You really want me to tell you why I am in this much pain?" Ryeowook said to you in a strained voice. He finally looked at you.

And you wished he hadn't.

His once love filled eyes that warmed every part of your body were replaced with sharp, dead, hatred filled ones.

You froze.

You felt as though your whole body had turned into ice, your blood had frozen, anger deserted as fear replaced it.

You hesitated.

"Y-Yes..." You muttered. Trying to rip your gaze away from the one that was turning your body to stone. You failed.

"You REALLY want me to tell YOU? The person who caused all this damn PAIN!"

"Wha-What?! What are you talking about?!"

"So you choose NOW for your memory to suddenly go BLANK?! So you probably won't remember the three men you were fucking behind my BACK?!"

You didn't know if there was a place worse than hell, because you deserved it. You deserved to die a long toturous death, burn in hell, then Satan himself throw you to an even worse place than hell for the sin that you had committed.

The person you loved and cherished the most. The person you always protected and nursed with the slightest cut. You had ripped his heart out and stomped on it then threw it out the window without a care.

"Ryeowook ah! I-I-I--"

"What were their names again?" He stood up to full height as the anger in his eyes was also shown in his stance.

Defensive, ready to attack.

"OH YEAH! Shiwon, your fucking BOSS, Kyuhyun, your boss's whore of a son, and oh yeah! Who can forget the LAST PERSON?!"

You saw that hurt leaking from his eyes which made you want to leap up and hug and kiss to make it all better, but the insane look in his eyes made you think twice.

"OUR very BEST FRIEND, Hyukjae! Why not just fuck your boss and his whore of a son! Let's fuck our best friend too!" He was screaming at the top of his lungs as tears cascaded down his scratched face.

"Wookie! I-I did...I never meant..."

"To WHAT?! Hurt me?! WAY too late for that! I have known this for three years, Yehsung. Three fucking long years. Do you think I'm THAT naive?! I figured it out after the first MONTH! Giving you every chance to admit it!  Giving you every chance to break the affairs. Every single damn chance. And you just keep on going and going! Without a second THOUGHT!"

He screamed.

A heart renching scream it almost made your heart bleed. You don't know how you had gotten so fucked up. It just started with your boss for a higher pay for Ryeowook...then, the fire spread.

"And today! The day I choose to just accept everything and TELL YOU that I had KNOWN for a whole three years and fucking FORGIVE you, your damn idiot boss shows up at our door and just--"

He roared.

It was ferocious. It was a battle cry. He swung his fist and it hit you right across the face. You deserved it. All that was coming. Everything.

It burned.

The left side of your face burned. You felt dizzy as you stumbled back and you felt something oozing from the inside of your mouth. You licked it and your mouth stung as you tasted your own blood.

He hit you.

Again, again, again, and again.

You didn't even put up a fight. You deserved every single thing he threw at you. You screwed up. It was time for your punishment.

You stumbled backward with every hit as you felt more places on your body burn then ooze with blood, then sting, and finally go numb.

Then, you felt something cool on the back of your neck. You turned your head to see it was a mirror.

You turned too early.

As you turned your head your lover took a punch at you.

It missed.

There was a shatter.

A cry of pain.

A Thud.

Sobbing.

You looked to the ground and found your lover grasping his hand. Not just covered in your blood, but now covered in his own.

Your eyes stung as tears escaped your eyes. Your lover looked back up at you and your eyes locked.

Sorrow was replaced with anger.

He jumped up and started to hit you again and again. On the inside you happily cried. You got what you deserved from the one you loved the most.

Punch.

Punch.

Knock! Knock! Knock! The door...

Punch.

Tears.

Punch.

Thump! Thump! Thump!

Punch.

Tears.

Punch.

BANG!

You felt the wall behind you vibrate as you saw out of corner of your eye, your neighbors and...Hyukjae.

They froze.

They screamed.

They held your lover back.

Ryeowook screamed.

You smiled.

That was the Ryeowook you will always love.

::~~~~::~~~~::

Thoughts?? >.< Comments are love.


::A Crazy Love Story ~ Chapter 13::
[info]one_sour_cookie
 Author: one_sour_cookie/beta: Kittypoker
Title: A Crazy Love Story
Pairing: JaeMin, YooMin, SuMin, HoSu
Rating: NC-17ish
Warning:Violence, Weird Crack, and insane idiots
Summary: A Crazy Love Story - It starts out as... JunSu likes YooChun but YooChun likes Changmin so JunSu finds someone else *cough*Yunho*cough* . JaeJoong likes Changmin and is trying to get Changmin in the same bed as him and then JaeJoong and YooChun find out that they both are in love with the youngest and clueless member and they begin to compete. And then there is...Everyone is starting to get attracted to Changmin and then an accident [not a car accident] occurs where Changmin loses all of his memories and is having a hard time remembering whatever anyone told him. Who will win Changmin's heart? What will happen to Changmin? Because you never know... 
A/n: *sigh* This is it! The LAST CHAPTER! AUGH! I can't believe it! It didn't end how I thought it would because a certain person, [info]kittypoker!, made me make it a happy ending! It took me about a year...Yes I am that slow...But it's done! So, THANK YOU to all my readers out there who I will thank more and the end! :D


::A Crazy Love Story ~ Chapter 12::
[info]one_sour_cookie
Author: one_sour_cookie/beta: Kittypoker
Title: The Angelic Devil + The tall clumsy clueless guy + Hyperactive Bunny man + The stone face piano man + The protective smart guy = A Crazy Love Group
Pairing: JaeMin, YooMin, SuMin, HoSu
Rating: PG-13
Warning:Violence, Weird Crack, and insane idiots
Summary: A Crazy Love Story - It starts out as... JunSu likes YooChun but YooChun likes Changmin so JunSu finds someone else *cough*Yunho*cough* . JaeJoong likes Changmin and is trying to get Changmin in the same bed as him and then JaeJoong and YooChun find out that they both are in love with the youngest and clueless member and they begin to compete. And then there is...Everyone is starting to get attracted to Changmin and then an accident [not a car accident] occurs where Changmin loses all of his memories and is having a hard time remembering whatever anyone told him. Who will win Changmin's heart? What will happen to Changmin? Because you never know... 
A/n: This is the second to last Chapter!! *squeals* I know Iam a horrible person for updating with like two months in between each post! I am deeply sorry! *bos deeply so that nose is touching floor*


 
 

::A Crazy Love Story ~ Chapter 11::
[info]one_sour_cookie
Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: The Angelic Devil + The tall clumsy clueless guy + Hyperactive Bunny man + The stone face piano man + The protective smart guy = A Crazy Love Group
Pairing: JaeMin, YooMin, SuMin, HoSu
Rating: PG-13
Warning: uhh......
Summary: A Crazy Love Story - It starts out as... JunSu likes YooChun but YooChun likes Changmin so JunSu finds someone else *cough*Yunho*cough* . JaeJoong likes Changmin and is trying to get Changmin in the same bed as him and then JaeJoong and YooChun find out that they both are in love with the youngest and clueless member and they begin to compete. And then there is...Everyone is starting to get attracted to Changmin and then an accident [not a car accident] occurs where Changmin loses all of his memories and is having a hard time remembering whatever anyone told him. Who will win Changmin's heart? What will happen to Changmin? Because you never know...

:: Chapter 8 :: Yes, this fic did not die, it lives!! ::
[info]one_sour_cookie
Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: I saw him
Pairing: JaeMin, SuMin, Another Really Annoying/JunSu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Drama
Summary: JaeJoong is an disowned, rude, semi-stupid guy that has ice for blood. And, oh! Did I mention he has an inner voice that nags him 24/7?  Then, there is Changmin. Changmin is a very wealthy man, kindest and most unselfish person on earth that is madly in love with JaeJoong. Who happens to confess his love to JaeJoong on Valentines Day [Aww...] and has been ever since, showing his love to JaeJoong, slowly melting JaeJoong's ice heart.. Then comes along JunSu! JunSu cares deeply about Changmin and did I mention he love's Changmin ever since the day that they met? And to add onto this ticking bomb, JunSu's stalker, aka YooChun, that loves JunSu and is JaeJoong's best friend, has a deep hatred for Changmin after what he had done to JunSu. THEN, DUN DUN DUN, JaeJoong's life before his parent's disowned him, comes into his present life and Changmin's work seems to beat down on Changmin's oh-so happy personality. And the story continues... 
A/N: Yes, This fic did not die, it still lives!!

Chapter 8 )
Nu uh!!
Why do you act like such a child?
You only think I act like a child because I'm waaaaaaay cooler than you and you can't stand it!! Ha!
No comment.
That's how cool I am. I leave people speechless!
That--
 
BLEHLARG!! I laid there, feeling like crap and hanging off the left side of my bed, staring at my icky upchuck.
...Eww...So that's what my poop looks like be--
OK!! JUST STOP RIGHT THERE!!! I laughed as I wiped my mouth clean with my sleeve.
Haha, got you there.
That was disgusting but, I have to say, if you're starting to throw up...
Okay, Eww, you're going soft on me here.
But you're--
It stinks in here.
Well, obviously.
Shut up.
 
I got up with my blankets wrapped around me and walked into my living room. I threw myself on my couch as I felt my head had a dummer inside of it, banging on the sides of my head.
My head feels like it's on fire
That probably means you have a FEVER. You know when your temperature goes up!
And I taste my puke...Gross...
 
I reached over to the little side table next to the couch and found some chocolate chip cookies. I shoved a couple into my mouth and winced as I swallowed them.
Oww...That hurt....
WELL OF COURSE IT WOULD HURT!!! You haven't been drinking ANY liquids at ALL!!
Nu Uh!!
I grabbed a bottle of gatorade and shugged it down...Ugh...They taste sooo much better cold...
And you choose some unhealthy junk food for food????!!!!!!
Jeez...stop acting like my mother...
Well I-- 
Ding Dong!
 
"Aaaaaaargh!!!" I screamed as I stood up and glared at the devil door.
Ding Dong!
"Keep you fucking pants on!!" I yelled as I wrenched open the door. "What's your problem!!" I screamed at the person standing in the doorway to my apartment with a idiotic smile.
"That I have PMSing idiot with a potty mouth as my friend."
"Shut up!! You shouldn't be complaining!! At least you don't have a pervy, good for nothing bastard that stares at people's asses all day for a so called best friend!"
"You forgot to mention hot and sexy."
"Oh don't worry! I didn't leave any IMPORTANT out!!"
"Can I come in? Or do I have to stand here being showered by your spit."
 
"You can take you and your fucking annoying smile and shove it up your--"
"Aww~ I love you too" I felt the person I call my "friend" pinch and tug at my cheek.
"Fuck you, Yoochun."
"Sounds hot." YooChun said smiling as he walked past me. "We'll do it later." YooChun smacked Jaejoong's ass.
"Don't touch me you--"
"Sexy Beast."YooChun said as he fell back on JaeJoong's couch.
"Get off my couch." JaeJoong said as he closed the door and turned around glaring at YooChun.

"Why?"
"Because I'm sick."
"Ye--"
"Shut up. I got a cold or something."
"Oh?"
"Yeah, now get your butt off my couch." YooChun shifted so now he was sitting and he was beckoning for JaeJoong to sit next to him.
JaeJoong mumbled curses under his breath as he sat down next to Yoochun. YooChun wrapped his arms around JaeJoong as JaeJoong still muttered curses under his breath.
 
"There's a good little boy!" Yoochun said as JaeJoong tried to punch YooChun but failed miserably.
"I hate you."
"Say that again and I'll kiss you."
"...."
Aww c'mon! You love my kisses."
"Pssh...Yeah right..."
"Are you saying you don't like my kisses?"
"What I'm trying to say is that I'd rather kiss a--"
Ding Dong!
 
"Door's open!" JaeJoong yelled as he closed his eyes and rested his head comfortably onYooChun's chest.
"Well, if the door was actually OPEN, then I wouldn't have to use the door bell would I?"
"What?! YOU!!!" I screamed as my eyes snapped open to see, Changmin...with a brilliantly, sexy smile....NO!!
It is sexy.
It is, isn't it? WAIT WHAT???!!!!!
"Expect...Oh...Hello." Changmin said as he looked behind me with a slight look of...jealousy?? He's frikkin jealous of YOOCHUN????!!!!!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
"YOU!!! YOU LITTLE BASTARD!!! YOU THINK YOU CAN COME HERE AND...AND" YooChun stood up as my head hit the arm of my couch. Why's YooChun angry at Changmin?
'with' Changmin. Not 'At' Changmin.
He's with Changmin???? They're dating?????
ohmygod.....If I had hands I would strangle you.
Pssh...Like you could...
 
 
-Changmin's P.O.V-
 
 
I walked down a familiar hallway toward JaeJoong's apratment. I saw his room and pressed the doorbell and waited patiently.
I heard a very familiar and beautiful voice say "Door's open" I smiled as I turned the door knob and said "Well, if the door was actually open, then I wouldn't have to use the door bell would I?" 
A second later, I heard him scream "What?! YOU!!!" I smiled again as I walked toward his voice.
"Expect..." I started when I saw him...lying on a couch...in someone else's arms... He looked so comfortable....There..."Oh...Hello." I said as I tried to keep my voice level. For once in my whole intire life I felt...jealous. I would have loved to walk up to JaeJoong and that...that...slimeball of a guy and rip JaeJoong away fom him!!
 
When I was about to turn around and leave, but the sli--other man sitting on the couch narrowed his eyes and pointed at me screaming "YOU!!! YOU LITTLE BASTARD!!! YOU THINK YOU CAN COME HERE AND...AND"  he stood up, balling his fists, as he struggled to find his words.
Why is he so mad at me?? Did I do anything to him? Did I-- 
 
"NOW STEAL MY FRIEND TOO???!!!!!!!! I SHOULD JUST STRANGLE YOU RIGHT NOW AND THE REST OF THE WORLD HAPPY!!!!!!!!!" I backed away slowly as the other man took a step forward "DO YOU JUST PLAN TO RUIN MY LIFE????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"I-I-I'm s-sorry??"
"LIKE THAT WOULD HELP THE HELL YOU PUT JUNSU THROUGH!!!!!!!"
"Wait, what?"
'YEAH!! THAT'S WHAT I JUST SAID!!!!!!! JUNSU WENT THROUGH HELL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!! IT'S ALL YOUR DAMN FAULT!!!!!!!!!!"
"O-Okay! Let's just calm down and we can ta--"
"YOU DON'T NEED TO DO ANYMORE TALKING!!!!!" the man ran up to me and punched me right across the face. I fell on my butt as I felt a stinging sensation on the left side of my face. The, insane, man screamed at me some more and stormed out of JaeJoong's apartment.
 
I got up looking at the floor "That was fun." I said as I dusting off my pants. So, if he knew...then he must...That was him?????!!!!!!!!! [Changmin's so smart he can think in half sentences! :D]
"What was that all about?" JaeJoong asked as he got up the couch with a blanket wrapped around himself.
"Nothing much." I looked at him and smiled. "Are you cold or something?" Changmin pointing at my blanket.
"Oh, sorta, I just have a cold or something." JaeJoong said under his breath. He's sick???!!!!! Oh, No!!
"Oh my gosh!!! Did I--Did you--I'm sorry!!!!"
 
 
-JaeJoong's P.O.V-
 
 
Changmin ran up to me hugged me. So nice...and warm....
So your saying enjoying it?
Yeah...A lot...
Okay, you're freaking me out. What's wrong with you??
I'm just saying he's so warm and so soft......so...soft.....
 
I felt my head spinnig as Changmin whispered something to me. "mmmphlarg..." I heard Chagnmin laughed as I tried to get to tell...him....something....with....cheese?? WAIT!! SNAP OUT OF IT JAEJOONG!!!!! I shook my head as the room started spinning.
"It's hot...in here." I said as Changmin laid me down on the couch as he sat on the floor next to me. He brushed away some of my bangs as I mumbled "Don't touch my hair..."
 
 
-Changmin's P.O.V-
 
 
I chuckled at jaeJoong whose eyes were half shut. He looked like he was going to fall asleep but he was trying to fight it. He looked so cute.
"Hey...you!"
"Yes?" I said smiling.
"What the hell was that about with YooChun?" YooChun...That's his name...
"Oh, it was nothing! I'll tell you later."
"Tell me now!!"
"Grumpy. I'll tell you later. And if you don't agree to that I'll kiss you." He seemed to perk up at that.
"Ha! I got you there! You can't kiss me! I'm sick! You can't!! Nah Nah!!" I smiled as I grabbed his chin and lowered his down so he was facing me.
"You think a little cold is going to stop me from kissing the love of my life."
"I..uhh..um..." JaeJoong's face turned bright red as I leaned down and kissed him softly on the lips. I pulled back, a couple of seconds later, smiling at his shocked and pink face.
 
"I didn't say I would use tongue." I said smiling as his face turned crimson red. "Not unless you want me to." I said as my face got so close our noses were touching. I usually don't act this umm....dirty...but I love to see JaeJoong blush, he looks so cute.
"I-I-I..."JaeJoong said as he started to back away from me. I laughed as I ruffled his hair.
 
::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::~::
 

-JaeJoong's P.O.V-
 
 
I was in a dark room and it smelled like lilies and playdough [Yes,playdough! I like playdough!! It's so much fun!! But it smells weird..=T], and, suprisingly, that stupid voice in my head was quiet. I tried to move but I couldn't. I was sitting in something soft and cushy. I looked down and saw that I was sitting on a big pink blob..I shuddered as a frikkin loud voice said "LET THE CHOCOLATE ROLL."
But instead of Chocolate, I saw some idiot dancing around and then there was a flash of light. I blinked a few times and saw I was in a pure white classroom. I shivered. So many bad memories. Then my old teacher, who was from America, Mrs. Pincer? Was it? Appeared with a 'Pop!' and crept forward and smiled and eery sharp-toothed grin. Then a long, red snake's tongue slithered out of her mouth and these little people made out of cotton candy slid down it with their tiny guns loaded with M&Ms. Why is there so much frikkin candy??!!!!
 
They all pointed their guns at me as I tried to get up, but then I noticed that I was strapped down into a a white chair by the stuff they use to restrain crazy people. Then everything got fuzzy and turned pitch black as I heard footsteps.
Then I felt something softly slip into my mouth. I tried opening my eyes, but then someone put their hand over my eyes.
"Don't worry. It's just a thermomiter. Don't try to get up and move around. You passed out on me a couple of hours ago and you gave me a heart attack."
"WHAT???!!!!!" I shoved his hand off me "I PASSED OUT?????!!!!!!!!!" I sat up, bad idea. VERY bad idea. The whole room spun around me. Shit.
BLEHLARG!!
 
I fell back on on my pillow as I wiped my mouth clean....ugh....It smelled like throw up again...I turned my head to my right...Eww...
"Uhh..." I said as I stared at the half digested cookies and gatorade that covered Changmin. "Ta~dah!" I said smiling and doing the magic fingers. 
"I guess you're more ill than I thought..."Changmin said as he wiped away my puke that cover his face.
"Sorry..." I whispered. Great...I just puked on the guy and all he's thinking is about me!!!! Can a person seriously DIE from guilt??
"It's all right. I just want you to get better." Changmin smiled through all the gross puke on his face.
"You want to take a shower?" I said as I got up, wrapping my....Hey these aren't my blankets...
"Oh, I got you a new set of blankets. The old ones were a bit dirty."
"Thanks" I whispered as I wrapped them tighted around me. But...Something feels weird...Why..? "OHMYFUCKINGGOD!!! WHAT DID YOU DO??!!!!"
"What?" Changmin said as he was about to take off his his foul smelling shirt.
"MY-MY-MY...YOU KNOW WHAT!!!"
"No...I don't...Are you okay?"
"MY CLOTHES!!!! THEY-THEY--"
"Oh...that..."
"YES THAT!! WHAT ELSE?!"
"You're other clothes were soaked with sweat so I changed them for you..."
"WHAT?????!!!!!!!!!!" I felt my whole body heat up as the thought of me being naked....While Changmin was watching...
"No!! It was JUST your shirt and pants!! I didn't take ANYTHING ELSE OFF!! I SWEAR!!"
"O-Okay..." I blushed as I walked out of my room and whispered "The bathroom's over here..." I opened the bathroom door, then stepped aside as Changmin walked in. "The towels are over here and you can just throw your clothes outside I'll wash them for you..."
Tsk. Tsk.
What?
You are such a pervert.
What the hell do you mean by that?
Tsk. Tsk.
WHAT?!
 
 "Thanks." Changmin turned around and smiled at me. I saw he was blushing too, I turned around feeling my face get hot again and whispered
"No problem..."
"JaeJoong."
"Yeah?" I turned around and looked at him, my face felt hotter when I saw that he was already half naked.
Ding Dong!
 
Damn that doorbell...Tomorrow, I'm getting rid of that.
JaeJoong, JaeJoong, JaeJoong...*sigh*
What?! What's with all this sighing and "Tsk"ing!!!
Tsk. Tsk. JaeJoong, JaeJoong, JaeJoong...
Stop doing that!!!
 
I turned and walked out of the bathroom as I heard a soft click behind me. I grabbed another cookie that was on the side table and  shoved it in my mouth. Stupid I know. I sighed as I reached and door and opened it.
"Yeah?"
"JaeJoong?" the person at the door said. I rolled my eyes and looked at the mirror, my hair's a mess and I look really pale...
"Yeah, what do you want?"
"JaeJoong! God, I can't...I.." I kept on staring in the mirror looking at the rest of me.
"Mmhmm....That's nice and now, would yo--" I felt someone's body right up against me and arms wrap around me. Okay...Why do people like to hug me? Do I have a little blinker on  my head that only other people can see that says 'Please hug me. I enjoy hugs.'  as the insane person huggin me whispered in my ear "I can't believe I'm seeing you again."
"What?! Get off me you pervert!"
"JaeJoong! It's me!"

-TBC-

I know...It's pretty lame how I ended it...but...You know...SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And now..Ahem...To all my awesomely fabulous readers out there....I'M SOOOOOO SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN 2 WHOLE MONTHS!!!!! I AM SORRY!!!!! *bows* FORGIVE ME!!!!!!! And, THANK YOU FOR STICKING BY ME FOR THIS LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know that you guys probably wanted to beat me up for not updating.....SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and if there are any 'A Crazy Love Story' readers out there....Ideas? PLEASE?! I'm majorly stuck beyond belief....Grr...I hate my brain...
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::I Saw Him ~ Chapter 7::
[info]one_sour_cookie
Author: one_sour_cookie
Title: I saw him
Pairing: JaeMin, SuMin, Another Really Annoying/JunSu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Crack, Drama
Summary: JaeJoong is an disowned, rude, semi-stupid guy that has ice for blood. And, oh! Did I mention he has an inner voice that nags him 24/7?  Then, there is Changmin. Changmin is a very wealthy man, kindest and most unselfish person on earth that is madly in love with JaeJoong. Who happens to confess his love to JaeJoong on Valentines Day [Aww...] and has been ever since, showing his love to JaeJoong, slowly melting JaeJoong's ice heart.. Then comes along JunSu! JunSu cares deeply about Changmin and did I mention he love's Changmin ever since the day that they met? And to add onto this ticking bomb, JunSu's stalker, aka YooChun, that loves JunSu and is JaeJoong's best friend, has a deep hatred for Changmin after what he had done to JunSu. THEN, DUN DUN DUN, JaeJoong's life before his parent's disowned him, comes into his present life and Changmin's work seems to beat down on Changmin's oh-so happy personality. And the story continues... 
A/N: Yes, This fic did not die, it still lives!!

Chapter 7 )
 

I grabbed that...JaeJoong kid.. by the shoulder and he went flying with a dazed look on his face. Changmin stood there a minute with a surprised expression and then I stepped in and started to kiss him. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him like hell. Like I wanted to do for 20 frikkin'  years.  He just stood there, shocked. To my surprise he even kissed back. I felt his hands on my waist, then...

That kid grabbed my arm and he ripped me off of Changmin. He threw me at a small table with cups and utensils on top. I fell backwards into it and after the table I collasped into the wall.

"JunSu!" Changmin ran over and helped me up. He grabbed my shoulders and looked at me with complete amusement in his eyes. No sadness. No worry. Just amusement.

"Are you ok?" Changmin said to me with a sad smile. A fake sad smile.
"YOU BASTARD!!"
"What?!" I screamed "Me?! I'm not the one--"
"NOT YOU!!" He just looked right past me. "HIM!!!" He pointed at Changmin "I'M GOING TO MUDER YOU!!! YOU TWO TIMIN--"
"E-Excuse me?" Some girl interrupted us. She stuck her blushing face between the small crack of the door.  
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!!!??"
"Shut up." I sneered at him.

"Yes?" Changmin smiled that same smile that made me fall in love with him.
"I...Umm...could you.....I--uh....I wanted.....to...uhh."
"SPIT IT OUT!! ARE YOU BRAIN DEAD OR SOMETHING!!??"
"JaeJoong!" Changmin looked at him "Shut your mouth and let the girl talk."
"I was told to tell you that a break will start soon..like in a couple minutes...and if you don't mind....Would you kindly...umm..."
"Of course." Changmin said smiling.
"C'mon. Let's go JaeJoong."
 

-JaeJoong's P.O.V-
 

AM I A DOG OR SOMETHING!!!??
You have the brain of a dog.
HEY!! DOGS ARE SMART TOO!!!

"C'mon." He clicked his tongue. "This way." He held out a hand for me. I slapped it away and shoved past him.

You are just jealous 'cause that JunSu guy kissed Changmin!! And you said you didn't like him one bit.
Will you just stop talking for ONE MINUTE!!!
Not until your IQ gets up to at least 90 from where it is now.

"GO AWAY!!" Oh Crap... That was SO not supposed to come out of my mouth
Nice. This is when you kick yourself and I watch amused.
Oh, HaHa...Very funny.
Maybe not to you but to me and that JunSu guy.
Changmin grabbed my upper arm with a strong grip. I whipped my head around to yell at him when he beat me to it.
"No." Changmin looked at me with look that wasn't mad but wasn't happpy. And I couldn't tear my eyes away from him. And my arm.

"Yeah." that black-haired brat said with a sigh "She said in a couple minutes. I think I kind of want to start  moving before the start of the next ice age."
"Fine." I sneered at Changmin. I tried to pull my arm away but he wouldn't let go. I turned my head away from his face started to pull again.
"It's called 'letting go of JaeJoong's arm'. Try it. And then maybe we can move before I turn 60." That little PMSing brat said all pissed off. He has no right. Struttin' in like he can take control of--

You are SO jealous! 
I hate you.
OOOhh that's never been said to me before.
Why are you so air headed?
Me?! You Don't Even Know What An Airhead Is!!
YEAH I DO!!!
Yeah...Sure...I truely believe you.
You're a liar. And you said you were a gentlemen that does not lie last night. Got you there! And you're callin' me the....uhh....what was it? Oh yeah! The 'useless meatsack with a pretty head of hair that tells no truth.' 
Suprised you actually memorized that all. 
Tha--
It must have taken all night, and yet I am still impressed that your puny intellect can absorb all that.
Wha?! You know what! I'm just gonna take that as a insult even though I have no idea what you just said. 
Idiot....
I am NOT an idiot!!!
Check the time. And yes this is a way to make that statement completely back fire.

What? Where does the time come in on all this?
I looked down at my watch. 4:26
So what?
Ahahahaha! Simple minded fool. Look at the time again.
4:27

"OH SHIT!!!" ShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShit
ShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShit
ShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"What?" Changmin looked at me.
"LET ME GO!!" I tried to punch him but he grabbed my fist.
"What's wrong? Tell me." 
"LET ME GO!!!" I couldn't think. I can't believe it's alreadt 4:27!!
You never think. now wouldn't be any different from any other times.
"What's wrong?" I tried to knee him in the crotch but he somehow stopped me with his leg.
I NEED SOMETHING TO HELP ME GET OUT!!! ANYTHING!!!!

Well since your phiscal attempts are useless...Do something verbal.
Ok! I'M THAT DESPERATE!!!!
"I LIKE YOUR BUTT!!!"
"What?" Changmin's grip on my arms and leg became loose. I slipped out and started to run.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID THAT!!!!!!! I AM AN IDIOT!!!!!
You are a MORON!!!!!!!!  YOU TALK ABOUT HIS FRIKKIN' ASS!!!!!!
Oh....Well....I.....COULDN'T THIINK OF ANYTHING ELSE!!!!!! YOU SAID TO SAY SOMETHING INSTEAD OF FIGHTING HIM!!!!
AND THAT'S ALL YOU COULD THINK OF!!!!!!????
Well...it was RIGHT there........
You are a pervert.

I ran through the park. I hopped over a bench and  took a shortcut through an alley way.
Idiot.....You are the biggest idiot ever....
I KNOW!!!!!!!!!! 


-Changmin's P.O.V-


He likes my butt? He absolutely hate's me, but he likes my butt?
He likes my butt? I think this is a moment in life that I will absolutely never forget.
"You do have a nice ass though." JunSu had his arms crossed and he was looking at my butt.
"You perv!" I blushed and covered my butt with my hands.
"Can't blame a guy for noticing a hot ass like yours."
"We should get out of here."
"Yeah."

There was a dead silence between us. He often stole glances at me but I also stole glances at him.
He's gotten so skinny. His hair looks good when it's black and the way it's all spiked up like that, it makes him seem...kind of...Cute...Maybe...even more....
SNAP OUT OF IT!!!!!! I LIKE JAEJOONG!!!!!!!! AND JAEJOONG ONLY!!!!!!!!!
"What? Is there something on my face?" JunSu put his hands on his face
His face... His tubby cheeks dispeared....Replaced by skin just stretched over his bones. Everything on his face is so defined.
His hands...Those pudgy little hands I used to know. Their all skin and bone now. 
His body...It used to be so warm and soft. Now it's all hard and cold. Muscles that were never there have now appeared.
What did he do to himself for the past 6 months?

"Seriously! Is there something on my face?" We walked into the warm sunlight. I heard something like a motor. Aren't cars supposed to park on the other side of the building? There isn't a road even here! There's only grass! You have to walk about 40 yards for another road.
"Oh! It's nothing! Your face is beautiful as ever."
"Thank you." JunSu blushed a little. I saw a glint out of the corner of my eye. 
"Your Welco--Oomph!" Something Black and Blue stopped right infront of me and someone kicked me right in my gut. I fell on my knees while clutching my stomach. I felt tears falling down my face. Who the heck did that?! 
JunSu gasped. "Changmin! Are you alright!?"

"You Son of a Bitch." A cold voice said to me. "Just 'cause you didn't have him around to kiss your feet for 6 months doesn't mean you can take him now."
WHAT!? WHAT THE HELL IS HE TALKING ABOUT!!??


-JunSu's P.O.V-


THAT JEALOUS IDIOT!!
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HIM!!??" I was afraid to touch him. He was just on his knees crying in pain.
"Giving him what he did to you."
"HE DID NOTHING TO ME!!!"
I glared at the man that was sitting on the black with blue streaks motorcycle. He had his helmet on. That little brat!
"Nothing my ass." He kicked Changmin again. And of course...He's wearing his boots....IDIOT!

"STOP IT!!"
"Stop being a wuss and fawning over him."
"I CARE ABOUT HIM!!!"
"I care about you."
"JUST STOP FOLLOWING ME!!! I HAVE A LIFE YOU KNOW!!!"
"Never."

I am a man.
Men do not cry.
I do not cry.
To hell with that logic.

My eyes started to sting as tears formed.
Let me change that logic.

I am a man.
Men do not let others see them cry.
I cry, but hide it from the idiot in front of me.
This logic makes sense.
Doesn't it?
Who am I talking to?
Seriously. Who am I talking to?

"Are you crying SuSu?"
"DON'T CALL ME THAT!!"
"You are." He wiped away a tear from my face with his thumb.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!!" I slapped away his hand.
"No." He grabbed my wrists and pulled me onto his motorcycle.
"HEY!! LET GO!!" 
"Put this on." He handed me a helmet.
"NO!!"
"Then I'll help you put it on." He shoved it on my head.
"Hang on tight." He started his motorcycle. "And you can stay here." He nudged Changmin's head with his foot. Changmin collasped on the ground.
"NO!!" We started slowly for about...2 seconds. Then he went faster and faster.

"YOU KNOW WE'RE ON GRASS, RIGHT!!!??" My hands were gripping on the edge of my seat as the wind whipped my face.
"You know you should hold on to me or you'll fall off." 
"HELL NO!!!" 
"Fine." The devil bike roared and speeded up.
"OH GOD!!!" I gripped onto his waist and squeezed it.
"I told you."
"SHUT UP YOU IDIOT!!!"
"Me an idiot?"
"YES YOU!!! YOU ARE DRIVING ON GRASS!!!!"
"I prefer racing on the green road."
"I PREFER GETTING OFF THIS DEVIL BIKE!!!"

"Fine. You want to get off at 75 miles per hour?"
"75 MILES!!!???" I laid my head onto his back and squeezed tighter.
"We're going 80 now."
"STOP!!!!"
"I'm joking. We're only at 70."
"WHAT!!?? 70???!!!!! THAT COULD STILLL KILL ME!!!"
"Not if you hang on to me."
"..."
"You're not going to hang on? Then lets just go to 80."
"NOO!!!!!! I'll...I'll hang on."
"That's a good SuSu."
"SHUT UP AND TRY NOT TO KILL ME!!!:" I saw a road in the distance. Oh No....He wouldn't.....He wouldn't dare.....
"Oh Yeah."
"OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO DIE BECAUSE OF A MENTAL GUY ON HIS DEVIL BIKE!!!!!!!!"
"A very good looking Mental Guy." He raced right into the road.....The Damn Moron.

~=~2 hours later~=~


-JaeJoong's P.O.V-


The nerve of that fat ass jerk.
You deserve it.
I DON'T DESERVE NO CRAP FROM THAT FAT ASS!!!!
Even money?
I want you to die and burn in hell.
That was totally not negative in any way...Think happy!
I'm thinking of you dying and burnin' in hell.
First of all, it is 'imagining'. Second, that's depressing. Third, Try being less gruesome.
That's what I'm known for.
What, for being gruesome? I can believe that.

NO!! You mock me....
Like, OhMyGod! No way! Well of course I am!! 
You sound like a wuss.
Best you can come up with? I expected better from mister 'mean tough guy with all the moves' over here! 
I am what my rep says.
Yeah... SSSuureee.....That's why you blush and  get all nervous around Changmin. Some big tough guy there. Oh!!! BBBBBuuuuuuuurrrrrrrnnnnnnnn!!!!!
That was so not a burn.
You JUST got SERVED!!!!!!.
No frikkin' way.
YOU got BBBUURRRNNNNEEDDDD good.

"Burned my ASS!!!!" I kicked a rock and it went flying.

THUNK!

"Oww...."
"What the hell was that?"
That's when you 'walk over' and 'look'! I know! It's soooo hard!
Shut up.

I walked toward where I kicked the rock. Who the hell is out here during 6:45? 
I saw someone laying on the floor.
It's "lying". Not "Laying" Laying is when you put something down in a certain spot. Lying is when you you rest or recline.
Who are you, My mom?
If you can''t tell the difference between your mom and your inner voice...Then your screwed for life.
Thanks....

I fanlly was a couple feet away from the body. It was Changmin!
"Changmin?!" I squeaked.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! YOU SQUEAKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
"Did you just say you burned your ass?" Changmin rubbed his head and looked up. "How'd you get so tall?"
"And you're supposed to be the genius here."
"Everything hurts."
"Why were you sleeping on the grass?"
"I don't know."
"SO you slept on the grass for absolutely no reason...Wow.....You are an idiot."
"Hey...You are being mean...."

"So?"
"You look cute from down here."
"I--"
Something jingled and then rang.

"What the hell is that?"
"My phone."
"I thought the batteries were dead."
"Nope. I just set my phone to immediately to turn off at 12AM so no one can call me. Not unless you are on my 'important people' list."
"Ok....Can you turn off that damn phone before I break something?"
"I don't know where it is...."
"IDIOT!!!"

Changmin rolled over. 
"Your ass is lighting up."
"What?"
"Your ass is blinking."
"I don't feel like moving~!!" Changmin whined.
Please....Cry Me a River.
It's impo--
Don't give me that logic crap.
You....You're--
"Can you get it~??"

"What?!" I felt my face get really hot.
"Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"No! I am NOT touching your ASS!!!!!!!!!"
"But you said you liked my butt~!! Please!!" he gave me a pout. It made him look so cute...NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!
Cute. You said cute. FACE IT!!!!!
.......
"The ring is going to end soon~~!!"
"FINE GODDAMMIT!!!!" I reached down and grabbed the phone from his back pocket. My hand lightly brushed his...err.....You know....his ass. I felt my face get even more hot.
"Who's calling?" He said smiling.
"HS...."
"Give it." He gave the phone a dark look.
"No way." I touched the talk button and put the phone next to my ear. "Hello? Shim Changmin here."
"Min Oppa!! It's you!! Oh My Gosh! Thank God! You were making worry Soooo much!! I called you like a bazillion times!! And like last night some guy answered the phone and I'm like ' You're not Min Oppa' and he's all like 'Yeah I am!' Why do you let such freaks hang around you Min Oppa!? Your so cool and cute at the same time! You should let me and only me be around you!!! I hate those freaks that think they can be your friend--"

I pressed the disconnect button.
"Bitch."
"I am dead...." Changmin laid his head in the grass and groaned.
There was another jingle and ring. The Changmin's phone started to blink.
I read the caller ID. It's that damn bitch again. Time to have some fun.
What are you doing.
Trying to have some fun to make all this sad shit go away.
I don't have a good feeling.

I clicked the connect button andd put the phone up to my ear. I didn't even have to say anything. The bitchy girl started to scream.
"OHMYGOSH!! CHANGMIN OPPA ARE YOU OK??!!! WERE YOU MUGGED BY SOMEONE!!!?? ARE YOU DEAD!!?? CHANGMIN OPPA!!!ANSWER ME!!!"
"Oh, yeah...Hi, it's one of those loser freak friends that you were talking to earlier. Yeah... Changmin right next to me and he also WANTS YOU TO SHUT UP!!!!"
"Oh no! You did NOT just just say 'Shut Up' to me."
"Are ya deaf?!"
"NO!! GIVE THIS PHONE TO CHANGMIN OPPA NOW!!!!!!"
"Not gonna happen."
"GIVE IT TOO HIM!!!"
"Nope."
"NOW!!!!"
"Not gonna happen princess."
"I HATE YOU!!!"
"Hate is a strong word."
"I KNOW!!!!"
"Really? I'm surprised that a dim-witted brat would know all that."
"Say wha?"
"Bitch."
"YOU--"

I clicked the disconnect button and put the phone in my pocket.
"Seeya." I stuck my tongue out at him and started to run.
"Hey!!"
The Games have Begun.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!??
Playing a fun game.
GIVE HIS PHONE BACK!!!!
No.
Eh...I tried.

"Where are you going!!??" 
I ran into the street and all the way to my apartment.


-Changmin's P.O.V-


Where is he going? With MY PHONE!!!!!
I tried to get up. No. I NEED to get up.
He has my phone and my lock is off and he can do ANYTHING with it. 
I just hope that brat doesn't call again.

I saw him run into an alley. I ran after him. I looked into the alley. He wasn't there.
I feel like I'm chasing spiderman or something.
Wait... HIS APARTMENT!!!
I ran a couple of blocks and ran up a couple of stairs.
I reached the red door to JaeJoong's apratment, out of breath.

There was a pink note on the door.

Not here!
I ain't that simple minded!!
You better hurry up and find me before I do something horrible.
Good luck!
Here's a hint: Wind is to Top. Black is to star. Figure it out before I go far.



~JaeJoong~



If I didn't love him that much I would murder him.


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You can feel the love in here! Sorry it took  me SO LONG to post this!! It's just that...I had a tad bit of writers block!!
Now. 
*Cape flowing in the wind*
To Work On My other Fics!
[Any fics you want me to work on ASAP??]
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